Tuesday, December 17, 2013
160. A Year Older @ Tuesday, December 17, 2013
you’re in high school, you want to become an adult so bad. You want to get
through this stressful unstable hormone phase quickly. Then you spent your
years in college feeling so young and fresh with all these plans and those ideas.
Graduated degree school at the age of 22 and then all of sudden year ends
approached, and you turned 23.
you started to question things you’ve never questioned yourself before. Did I
do my best for the past 23 years old? What do I actually wanna be? Where do I want
to see myself in 5 years down the road? I had failed at my expectation many
times, I cried when it happened. Worst thing is I still do not know what I
wanna be “when I grow up”, but there is so much more things to learn from life.
precious thing I gained from the misery is that life is so short. People excused
my disappointment and say “its okay you’re still young” but life is too short to
be drowned with fear. The next thing you know, the guy you secretly admired in
school is no more a bachelor haha. So chin up coz you deserve to get a second
chance and fresh starter.
a great and truly supportive family; they’re the pillar of my being. With few
close friends whom are so dear to me, where I count my blessings in a special
kind of ways, so I gained my firm and fight back.
want to live my life modestly. Smiling at random people I meet, watch sunrise on
the peak of a hill, telling people that I really am, thankful miss and love
them from the bottom of my heart, making new friends but forever cherish the
old ones; I’ve been missing high school so bad few days ago, want to go back to
the past and say thank you for being part of my 23, and eventually shaped me to
be the person I am right now.
near to perfection, there’s always a part of me that want to finish reading the
translation of Holy Al-Quran so bad…
am, learning to be a better person, inside and outside.
here’s to another new chapter of life. A year older, may it be a year wiser. Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah and Bismillah.
Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes, warm thoughts and special phone call
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