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Monday, January 1, 2018
211. Guilty Pleasure @ Monday, January 01, 2018

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My guilty pleasure: 

On our last night performing ziarah at Madinah, after everyone doze off to the deep and heavenly night sleep, I silently played Spotify to M.Nasir's KepadaMu Kekasih at the corner of my bed. Madinah at that night was in pouring rain. (How much I missed this place?!) In between the meaningful lyrics of the song, and the warm melody, I found myself sobbing very badly, remembering the young and stupid me, (echo: young and stupid) and all sort of things, secretly wished I wouldn't have to get back to Malaysia, and yeah all the worldly routine to begin, once again. World has lesser appeal on me apparently, even after two years. Obviously, older and wiser. 

Guilty for listening to music in my spiritual ziarah. (while some might argue on this, I'll stick to the permissible halal music in Islam, as long as it doesn't contradict the purpose of remembering Him.)

But pleasure, is, just because - Alhamdulillah, Allah masih sayang.

KepadaMu Kekasih - M. Nasir

KepadaMu Kekasih, aku berserah
Kerana ku tahu Kau lebih mengerti
Apa yang terlukis di cermin wajahku ini
Apa yang tersirat di hati bersama amali

KepadaMu kekasih, aku bertanya
Apakah kau akan menerimaku kembali
Atau harus menghitung lagi segala jasa dan bakti
Atau harus mencampakku ke sisi tanpa harga diri

Hanya padaMu Kekasih, aku tinggalkan
Jawapan yang belum ku temukan
Yang bakal aku nantikan 
Bila malam menjemputku lena beradu

KepadaMu Kekasih, aku serahkan
Jiwa dan raga jua segalanya
Apakah Kau akan menerima penyerahan ini
Apakah Kau akan menerimaku dalam keadaan begini.

2018 - To be closer to Him!


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